Taken together Hitler, Stalin, and Mao were responsible for one hundred million dead; and yet Vicki Parsons was still optimistic. Bumps in the road, she said. The road to the peaceful, verdant, and communal society of the future is all but guaranteed. History does not always repeat itself. Humanity is not consigned to perpetual war, ignorance, selfishness, and there resides in all of us a natural reserve of goodness, generosity, and good will.
Just whistlin' Dixie, of course, but if it weren't for optimists like Vicki the world would be even more corrupt and venal than it already was - or so said her colleagues and friends, all united in their belief in the natural, inborn, and ineradicable goodness of Man and his ultimate utopian future.
In the mean time, the world kept up a drumbeat of violence, mayhem, terrorism, and war as if there were no tomorrow. Pol Pot mandated forced marches out of Cambodian cities into the countryside and executed shopkeepers, bureaucrats, doctors, and teachers to cleanse Khmer society of all traces of bourgeois, capitalist society. 'This is the Year Zero', he said, the first of a new history of a perfect world. Millions died of execution, starvation, and disease until he was stopped by the Vietnamese army.
Mao's Great Leap Forward was the inspiration for Pol Pot. Millions were sent into the countryside in forced labor collectives, mini-gulags which produced little and consigned all to poverty and death by starvation.
Stalin's totalitarianism was brutal and universal, and tens of thousands died in Siberian gulags. Hitler's death camps are well known - unconscionable, unbelievable horrors of mass ethnic extinction.
'History is not the sacred shibboleth you make it out to be', Vicki said to her conservative Vassar classmate whose husband was a favorite of George W Bush who rewarded him with a senior diplomatic post. 'We are not under the yoke of the past. Things can change for the better.'
The classmate, a friend since the old days and used to Vicki's remonstrations, said only, 'Well, dear, let's see'.
The Twenty-First century was starting off badly, Vicki had to admit. Perhaps not with the same rigorous cruelty of Hitler, Stalin, and Mao, but with a violent entitlement nonetheless. The current wars in Iran, Gaza, and Lebanon were but minor league skirmishes compared to historic conflagrations, but violent nevertheless. What did that mean?
'Let us pray', said Reverend Archibald Pender of the Westmoreland Methodist Church of Christ, and then with his spiritual invocation put aside, he launched into his familiar sermon about Donald Trump, 'Predator in Chief', usurper, unlawful inhabitant of the White House.
The congregants of the church attended Sunday services just to hear the Reverend Pender call out the evil in the White House, to expose his villainy before the faithful, and show his godforsaken evil intentions.
There were many Sunday services like the Reverend Pender's but none so forceful, accusatory, and brutally honest as his. He virtually thundered with righteousness and saw himself as Ezekiel, Isaiah, and Jacob all put together.
Vicki was completely taken by him. His words touched her deeply and strengthened her resolve. The interloper would soon be out of the White House, peace would again reign, and goodness would prevail. God was her spiritual lover, her soulmate, her congregational husband.
At the same time American and Israeli rockets were reducing Tehran to rubble, eliminating the imams and ayatollahs, destroying missile silos and underground drone armories, blowing offenders of the blockade in the Strait of Hormuz out of the water as the air forces of both countries ruled the skies.
Hamas, resurgent after months of Israeli bombing, was once again 'referred to the underworld', blasted to within a fraction of survival; and Hezbollah, thinking it had a military advantage because of Israel's involvement with Iran and Gaza, stepped up its attacks on Haifa and Jerusalem but was summarily 'excused from this earth'.
'Bumps in the road', Vicki insisted, nothing but interruptions in the journey forward. The new world - the one of gender reassignment, the replacement of the black man on the pinnacle of the human pyramid, and the redistribution of wealth concentrated in Wall Street - would not be deterred. The very goodness of the new American century would not only result in domestic unity but international peace.
Vicki had given her all to the movement, even as unlikely as it was to come to fruition. She was a passionate, lifelong, true believer in the progressive mission for a better world.
Her conservative friends tried to dampen the fires a bit, if for no other reason than to prepare Vicki for the comedown, the intrusion of Trump on her marvelously innocent dream; but there would be no such thing. No matter how many rockets rained down on Tehran, no matter how many Hamas and Hezbollah operatives were eliminated, peace was in the air, ephemeral perhaps but there to be grabbed.
How someone like Vicki could stay the course, hold true to communalism, world peace, and the world community and diversity in the face of such Machiavellian ambition was a puzzle. She must have known; and yet there she was, still in the choir loft, singing the same hymns, praying to God with no reward. There must be a place in heaven for such faithful.
'La Lucha Continua', Vicki shouted on her way to the National Mall to protest the bombing of Iran. There was no way that this inconscient, inhuman, barbaric assault on innocent civilians could continue; that the bullying ape in 1700 would have his way.
Peace was the answer, but of course Vicki was just singing hosannas, as far removed from human enterprise as the man in the moon.
Life couldn't possibly be the way Trump saw it, Vicki concluded, an existence as bad as Hobbes had offered - short, nasty, brutal, and ugly - but there it was, unmistakable and undeniable, and this throwback was taking advantage of it. That was the irony of it all. Good people like Vicki came up empty after years of righteous protest while the brute prospered.
'What hath God wrought?', Vicki recalled from Bible study; but God was an extra in this drama, an offstage prop, a fill-in from central casting.
Vicki's children were fighting again - Bernoulli's principle gone awry. Only smashing and breaking had value. 'Haven't I taught them anything?', Vicki wondered.
'Mom, something's burning', her daughter shouted; but Vicki's mind was elsewhere, in that hopeful never-neverland of dreamy promise. She yelled at her daughter, 'Well, take it off the bloody stove', but immediately regretted taking Trump frustration out on Baby Dolly. This is what life had come to, trapped like a fly in molasses, buzzing but impotent. Donald Trump would go on killing just like Genghis Khan, the Crusaders, and the English soldiers at the siege of Agincourt.
'I refuse', she said. 'I absolutely refuse', but for an instant she realized there was nothing to refuse. All her caterwauling, her chorus of defiance, her bellowing demands were just blowing in the wind.
Epiphany? Cause to turncoat and cross the aisle? Yes and certainly, but not yet. 'Takes time', Indians say. Siva's cycle of creation and destruction although endless does not revolve in a day; and so it was that Vicki gradually pried herself loose from the grasp of her handlers and became her own woman. Not that she cheered Israeli missiles blowing Iranian shelters to smithereens or American precision laser-guided bombs taking out an imam, but inwardly applauded their resolve and then capitulated to old 'let it be' Epictetus.









